I feel like I've never left the starting line. Racing? What's that, really? I feel that I've done nothing.

I may have gotten a 2100 SAT score just by passing the SAT for the first time, but scores don't decide everything.

I may have spent a very, very busy summer, but will it count?

I may know some English, but I still have no idea who I am. What is my story? What is my academical character? What is my "spike" I will highlight on the application? WHAT OH HELL I AM GOING TO DO IN COLLEGE?

Gosh, so frustrating!

I need to get to know myself as soon as possible.........